THE
DRIVER
--OF
DEMONS AND HYDROPLANES…….
"Do
not be contemptuous of children who fear the darkness,
but rather of adults who fear the light."
--OF
DEMONS
I am a
Demon Chaser. I am not the only one. There are many of us out
there. I, like the others, was not born this way. I have not
always chased the demons. I evolved. For many years, I hid from
my demons. I feared them; I feared what they would bring out in
me and I feared they would expose the weakness in me. They were
strong and terrifying. And so I avoided them but, all the while,
they waited patiently; waited and watched. My demons were slowly
consuming me. It was an insidious process. As they became
stronger, I became weaker. And then, an epiphany; You can evade
all the hard choices, get exemptions from the difficult
decisions and one day you will wake up and realize that people do pay for what they do in life; their reward or penance, is the
quality of the life they lead. It was then I became the
aggressor; the hunter. I sought my demons out. I welcomed the
opportunity for failure. In these battles with the demons, these
baptisms of fire, I have become strong. I will always fight the
demons; I know they will never disappear. They invade everything
in life. But I no longer fear them. Rather, I have become
contemptuous of the demons. Every day I do battle, they become weaker,
and I, I become stronger. With every demon I destroy, I take on
its power, and turn what once was a destructive force into a
powerful ally.
AND HYDROPLANES.....
There
are no feelings that compare to flying a
hydroplane and from an aesthetic point of view, there is nothing
more beautiful or awe inspiring than a close-up view of one of
these fantastic machines. Crafted from either wood, fiberglass,
composites, aluminum, steel or a combination thereof, they can
invoke in the viewer emotions that range from the enjoyment of
race competition to the appreciation of the craftsmanship it
takes to create one of these very functional works of art.
As in life, our personal view of the sport of hydroplane
racing is usually a very personal one; albeit one that can be
shared and, like the concentric ripples in pool created by a
thrown pebble, overlap and give us a common ground. Some like
the roar of the engines; the brute, animal power that invokes a
"Cro-Magnon" emotion, smoothed by years of
"civilized" conditioning yet still buried deeply in
psyche of modern day man (and woman). Others enjoy the balletic
movement of the very fast, aerodynamic machines, part boat, part
airplane as they dance side by side down the straight and into
the turns, as if choreographed; an operatic cacophony of sound
and motion. Still others, the competition; the domination of one
man and machine over another. There are those who simply enjoy
and/or admire the tremendous skill and craft it takes to build
both the boat and the powerplant. For the analytical individual,
the problem-solving issues of the correct "set-up" to
make the boat fly in the most efficient, and thereby the fastest
manner possible, is the lure. And finally for some, it is an
inarticulatable emotion; something that reaches you deep in that
place you never really try to analyze, because some things just
"are," they can be neither defined nor quantified. I
was told once, long ago, that if you cannot articulate
something, it does not have value; in my job, it is a maxim that
"if it's not on paper (documented), it didn't happen." I submit that while on a lower mundane level, both these
statements may have some truth. On a much higher level, the very
opposite is true. If you can reduce a feeling to mere words,
then it can be grouped with all those other, tangible,
identifiable items; sort of like vegetables in a supermarket.
It is not important
why I love this sport so much; I only know that I can relate it
to every aspect of my life. Perhaps it is because here, I can be
a Leonardo Da Vinci; an inventor, a painter, or an entrepreneur. I am fascinated by every aspect of the sport; from the
creation of the machine to flying into the first turn.
I settle
into the cockpit and clip my air mask into place. The canopy is
lowered and I focus in on my crew chief as, with one hand up,
his fingers drop at one-second intervals in cadence with the
crews of all the boats chanting the countdown. There is that moment of silence as each racer punches his
clock; the final moment, just before the engines of each boat
gloriously roar to life. Time stands still; there is no
reflection; only the samurai expression "mind like water,
mind like moon." My senses sharpen and as I pull away from
the pit area and the boat takes flight, I cross my Rubicon;
finally I am home. I am in that calm zone which knows neither
space nor time; the eye of the hurricane. I am the predator.
This is my world, my battlefield, and I once again seek to
engage my demons.

David Coes
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Where
are you from and what is your background?
I
am an adopted, naturalized citizen who was born in Korea and
came to the United States when I was about 3 and 1/2 years
old. I grew up primarily in New Jersey but I spent my freshman
and sophomore years in high school in Liberia, West Africa. My
father was a doctor who had spent several months in Vietnam,
ministering to the Montonyard tribes people during the Vietnam
war. A couple of years later, he joined the Peace Corps and we
ended up in Liberia. It was a fantastic experience. I finished
up my junior and senior year back in NJ. I have had a variety
of pretty diverse jobs; from gas pump jockey to laborer to
busboy at the now defunct Playboy Club in Vernon, NJ. I recall
that job with some fondness (grin). I also did a lot of
traveling. To say I was "into" Martial Arts would
have been an understatement and after dropping in and out of
college a couple times, I ended up as the owner/operator of a
small Tae Kwon Do (Korean Karate) school. I was into some
pretty weird stuff (that was the era of bare-knuckle
tournaments) and there was a lot of controversy between the
"traditionalists" and the sport "full
contact" guys. People really took the stuff seriously. In
those days, just the fact that you were into martial arts made
you somewhat of a mystery. Now it's like having lunch at
Mickey D's. You have to remember that was the time frame where
if you had long hair (mine was shoulder length) you were
considered gay
(they didn't call it that in those days) as well as a doper.
(Obviously because you weren't conforming, you just had to be
a weirdo!!) Plus, there wasn't all that much to do in the rural community
where I grew up. You usually went to the local tavern,
listened to rock music, drank a lot of beer (the age was 18
then) and ended the night by getting into a good old fist
fight with the guys from "the city" (New York). If
no "real outsiders" showed up, the guys from the
next town over would suffice. And, if they didn't show up, you
kicked the hell out of each other. After all, it was Friday
(or Saturday) night! I moonlighted as the bouncer at the local
club, and I weighed all of 140 pounds soaking wet. The rest of
the bouncers looked like the front line for the Los Angeles
Rams and the whole thing was pretty surrealistic. Since
everyone knew I owned the karate school in town, I usually
ended up as the mediator between two warring factions,
convincing them to beat each other to a pulp in the parking
lot so they wouldn't inadvertently wreck the place. While I
had a pretty good social life during this time, I figured I
really needed a career change.
After
winning the World Tae Kwon Do Association Championship at
Madison Square Garden (Felt Forum) in 1976, I entered the
United States Army under a contract to Special Forces (Green
Beret). It was some sort of special recruiting deal, and if
you failed out of training, the army could put you any where
they wanted under the terms of the contract. I went through
training, was assigned to a Special Forces "A"
detachment and made Sergeant E-5 in about 3 years, the fastest
time possible in those days. I stayed Enlisted for a total of
about 5 years and then went to Officer Candidate School (OCS)
where I became a commissioned officer. After OCS, I
(fortunately) was assigned to a Special Forces "A"
detachment as an Executive Officer and then as a Team
Commander. I left military service with just under 9 years of
total service, all of it in Special Forces with the exception
of training time and a few months before I left service. I
went through a pretty rough transition from military life back
to "the world." I had recently been divorced and was
pretty much at "rock bottom." Having no job and very
little money, I was staying at the YMCA as a disabled veteran
while looking for work. I remember having one prospective
employer tell me flatly that I was over-qualified for the job
being offered and that he wasn't going to hire me because he
didn't expect I would stay long. Nice compliment but I needed
to put food on the table! Going from having a top secret
clearance for 9 years and commander of a Special Forces
detachment to not being able do get a decent job was a bitter
pill to swallow.
I
attempted to get a job with the FBI and I was told that while
they liked my work experience, I needed to have a college
degree in order to apply. I had a great number of college
credits, ranging from East Asian Philosophy to Psychology,
because I not only had dropped in and out of 5 colleges, I had
changed my major course of study just about as many times. At
this point I was actually entertaining ideas of using the
Special Forces network and becoming a mercenary. Fortunately,
it was during this period of time, I met the woman (later to
become my wife) who, at age 31 had gone back to college to get
her degree as an engineer. I managed to get 2 jobs; one at UPS
as a package handler and the other, selling mutual funds out
of a brokerage house on Wall Street. At the same time, I
enrolled in Baruch College (CUNY) and by taking between 15 and
21 credits a semester, adding in some of my previous credits,
and going though summer school, managed to graduate with a
degree in Finance and Investments in about a year and a half.
It sounds impressive and makes me appear motivated and a
"real go-getter" on paper. The truth of the matter
is that this was one of the most painful experiences I have
ever endured. I did however, graduate in the same year as my
wife! (Does this qualify me as "Type A?") I applied
for the FBI and am currently an FBI agent in Virginia.
Incidentally, when I talk to younger people about
opportunities in the FBI, I caution them not to do as I did.
While I have had wonderful "life experiences" that I
would not trade for anything in the world, there are easier
and less convoluted ways of getting in the FBI!!
When
and how did you get involved in boat racing?
My
wife, Mo, and I have been going to the Summer Nationals since
around 1990, when we moved to Hampton, Virginia. Before then,
I didn't know what a hydroplane was. The initial attraction is
that a hydroplane looks like a Formula 1 race car without
wheels. It is one of the most beautiful sights in the world!!
What held me back from participating sooner was that I wasn't
real knowledgeable about hydroplane racing and information
isn't the easiest to come by as the sport isn't marketed at
all. I was concerned about the cost and I didn't have any
contacts in the sport. I have always been into Porsche cars
(I'm a "self-taught" enthusiast) and was considering
club racing when I read an article in Powerboat magazine about
getting into boat racing for $5000. The article was about the
"kneel down" hydros but it had the APBA phone number
and I started making calls. I talked with a great number of
people about the different categories and classes. I decided
on the 2.5L class in the inboard category because it is a very
affordable, "hobby" class and there are a large
number of races within a 10 hour drive. (Unfortunately I have
to work for a living so the races have to be reasonably
close!) While I have always been attracted to the Grand
National Hydroplane (GNH) class (because it is the biggest and
fastest of the naturally aspirated inboard classes and I long
ago became afflicted with the "I wanna go faster"
disease), I didn't want to get in over my
head, financially speaking. (That "lack of money"
thing again!!) The basic 2300 cc Ford engine used in the 2.5L
class can be found in any junkyard and the technical rules are
pretty simple. My neighbor had raced many years ago and agreed
to help me out. While our plans didn't work out as my neighbor
moved away for business reasons, I am thankful for his initial
enthusiasm as it helped get me involved.
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